Scared!!

So why the subject "Scared!!"? Well.. I was sitting here, leveling my BLM and watching Johnny Depp on Jay Leno. I hear banging. I mute the TV and figured it was Michael. Unmuted. Watching for a bit, I hear banging again, I mute the TV, still banging (coming from the window in the next room), and a muffled, but easily understood "Hellooo? Hellooo?". I freak right out. I grab the phone and call my mother... dead air for a bit, then it rang.... then it went to busy signal (cue horror movie sequence -.-). So I'm super scared, I hear it again.... I dash out of my room and up the stairs and told my mother. So they checked out back etc, nothing there. Michael comes downstairs to where me and my mother are and says he saw someone in my neighbors yard, near our fence. Okay, I'm super freaked out now. So me and Michael sit in his room in the dark, looking outside to see if we see anyone. We hear 2 bangs. We run down here to look around outside... nothing.

We think it's Justin.

I am so scared. I almost fainted, I was close to having an attack, close to crying. I am so so scared right now. I have Angel down here with me (my uncle is staying at his pyscho GFs house tonight... go figure ;;) I'm all alone in the basement. Too many fears combined! I'm afraid of the dark, I'm terrified of burglars, and I'm afraid of men. What a great combo....

I hope my cousin isn't playing some cruel trick on us like he did with the paintballs. That kid is seriously psycho. I was watching this thing on serial killers and he has every single characteristic of becoming one when he is older. He's sadistic enough too. Funnily enough, when I told my mother this, she told me his therapist said the same thing. Joy. >.>;